Seems like a good time to tell this story. The last week of
September 2001, Monday, I was grabbing my apartment’s doorknob to leave when I
thought of a weird character who had befriended me a year and a half before -
Joe Tamboola. It suddenly hit me: that
had to be a phony name. I returned home
later that evening and went online and looked at phone directories from
numerous cities - San Francisco, New York, Chicago, Dallas, Los Angeles … I
couldn’t find the name Tamboola anywhere.
Tuesday I sent a letter to the FBI, via the Pittsburgh Post Gazette
(“Please forward this to the FBI”). The
idea, so soon after 9/11, was that if you see something suspicious, say
something. So I told the FBI I knew a
man who had used a phony name on me and I didn’t know why. I wanted somebody to see info this besides
the Feds.
Thursday afternoon I’m in my bedroom when I got hit with
something so hard it knocked me to the bed.
Semi-conscious, eyes closed, I saw a bright white star in a field of
Union Blue. The star did a cinematic
lapse-dissolved; while in my vision’s lower-left a smaller star did a
fade-in. I marveled. Since when do dreams do fade-ins? Dreams
bleed meaning around the edges, but this was crisp. Obviously done on editing equipment. First coherent thought was
whatever I said about Joe Tamboola, it must have leaked
Pinned-down by the vividness, I couldn’t lift my
eyelids. Then the smaller star turned
partly sideways and did this trippy little number going up and down, up and
down, over and over, making my right nut jump like crazy. My intuition screamed Move! and I rolled
left and avoided a flash powerful enough to be seen in the corner of my
eye. Although groggy I had say, “How do
they do that?”
They? My take-away -
it’s not that hard to manufacture a mass shooter. Sort of a Parallax View 2.0.
Get right on the inside?
The Deep State can take that away from you too. Surprise, surprise. @AlexTamsula
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